2013-11-01

2/11/2013

又回到了这个地方......
怎么了?怎么又回来了?

比较?吃醋?不是很正常吗?
对,长那么大了,思想该成熟了
但你不知道,其实我心里还住着一个小女孩
一个还是会有很多不切实际的想法,爱幻想的女孩
我打从心里地明白有些事是不能拿来作比较,但怎么说我也只是个普通的女孩,
我还是会渴望我从你身上得到的,比任何一个人从你身上得到的更多
或许吧,或许是大家都长大,变得非得每件都说出口了
所以我怀念,我怀念以前那个单纯的你,对爱情没有顾虑太多,防备太多的你
或许现在的你才是真正的你?怎么话都少了,解释都省了?..
很想告诉你说,在你身边我只是想单纯,真诚地做自己。
好想让你看见那个偷偷住在我心里的小女孩
如果哪一天,你发现了,你会讶异吗?


有时真的觉得没有闺密的感觉真的不好受
也不是没有,只是会觉得,你把人家当闺密了,她是否也把你当成她的闺密了?还是一直都是自己一厢情愿呢?
是自己复杂了,想太多了吗?


好讨厌这样的自己
不喜欢自己变得那么复杂

回来吧
陈芷晴


2013-01-15

Who will treat you as their sweetheart?

Who will treat you as their sweetheart?
friends?boyfriend?girlfriend?
sometime even family also impossible...
maybe im not satisfied?
maybe im naive? 
but who never think these before?
everyone have their dark side,
no matter how optimism,how cheerful you are 
just can't get understanding ...
im also lazy to explain so much
for me,i dont think i need to tell everything or say everything out 
 but im super damn freaking tired and disappointed at this moment
i tell myself don't cry don't cry
but my tears drop non-stop
i wonder why
 


2012-09-22

A good beginning for me ;)

ermmmmm....
what to start?I am going to blog with english ;p
although I know that my english are poor 
but this is also the reason why i wanna blog with eng
hehe.I am trying my best to improve my eng
don't  tease me but correct me ok?:p
hmmmmmm
ya that so great that  I had finished my TRIAL
but there are also represent that the SPM is around the corner
had quit fb for 1 moth ++
hmmm,y? just simply want myself to pay concentrate on study
I had re-open it now but soon I will quit it agn as spm is around the corner .hehe
I have a lot of dreams , and u?
haha.
trying hard to chase and achieve it
I can feel that I am getting closer with my dreams as the day passing day after day
and I am so happy that I had totally give up someone. woooooootss!
hmmmm.
don't know what to say ady
so blur now
time to sleep
 you will see a better me on the next post .hehe
night :)